It's just not in me!

I went to church alone (again) today..... Every time I tell myself, "I'm staying for all three meetings!" Yeah right!!! I have one kid, ONE! I see these families with three or more kids. How do they do it? I am exhausted after one hour! I'm betting on the fact that their kids go to primary the second and third hours so these people get to enjoy their other classes. Little buddy is not nursery age for another 8 months! What's the trick? How will I ever be able to wrestle him for 3 total hours and try to remain cool and collected, and mind you, REVERENT? I just don't see this happening for me. Maybe I can realistically go to all three meetings when Chris isn't working. I understand that church is important. How much am I really getting from it in the hall? Heaven help me! No really, Heaven. Help. Me.